Just saw the movie 门徒….. and 感觉要崩溃了…. 揪心哪!… even the usual remedy, watching an episode of sex and city afterwards didn’t help to get rid of that feeling….. the movie sends a chill down your spine….. it reminds me of the movie a Requiem for a Dream… except, requiem for a dream was more of a tear-jerker…. while this one is like a combo of horror movie, 无间道, and Requiem for a Dream. 电影的某些部分拍得很鬼异…. 跟恐怖片似得… 真得很为电影里的角色心疼哪…. 也为这个社会黑暗的一面感到悲哀… i think i need to go watch another comedy to shake off this awful feeling….
quote from movie:
"我一直不明白，人为什么会吸毒, 直到昆哥和阿芬死了以后我才想通原来一切都是源自空虚. 那到底是空虚恐怖, 还是毒品恐怖"
anyways, despite the depressive feeling, it’s a terrific movie… it’s definitely going up on my favorite movie list.
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one thing i cannot understand is how 昆哥’s wife let and asked him "leave" like that… maybe it is in the best interest of their children, but she literally abadoned him…. it’s such a horrible way for him to leave… i would rather see her pull through with him, even if it means no freedom for the next 30 years, even if it means someone else will have to bring up their children… and how is 阿力going to live with himself? yes, he did the "right" thing… but the betrayal is something he’ll have to live with for the rest of his life.
and omg… can’t believe that 人渣in the movie is played by 古天乐…. what happen to the 杨过image? i guess that’s like ages ago…. i honestly didn’t believe it was him until i looked up the credit for the movie.